Ada saat-saat ingin percaya, ternyata dikecewakan.
Kenapa harus ada orang yang begitu bodoh, mempercayai orang yang terlihat baik didepan, pada kenyataannya ia hanya akan datang saat butuh? Kenapa ada orang bodoh yang tidak tahu tanda bahwa ia hanyalah sebuah objek pemanfaatan?
Aku ingin percaya. Kenyataannya kepercayaan itu membuat sakit.
Jangan berjalan di depanku ...
Aku takut kamu tinggalkan , aku takut kamu ga peduli lagi ...
Jangan berjalan di Belakangku ...
Tentu aku bisa meninggalkanmu , artinya aku ga peduli padamu...
Maka.....
Berjalanlah disampingku...seiring sejalan...suka duka kita lalui bersama...
Dan jangan pernah Tanya Alasan aku bersedih..Tp carilah apa yg membuat aku sedih....
I love my friends...
I want to believe in someone .. I lent her the flash because I consider a friend. But she left me when we walk. I thought we were friends. I asked her to wait, so she waited, but she walked away in front of me, bringing my flashdisk. We shared the same class, but she left me. I do not know we were friends or not. When running left, I suddenly realized, that sometimes people are better if they needs something from me. I do not want to believe. I want to not be disappointed. I should have realized long ago that she was assume me nobody, except the people who utilized. I no longer want to consider it a friend. But it turned out to be a friend is to be distinguished close or not close friends.
I tell you, because I believe. I do not know if utilized. From the way she speaks I should aware if he's just "ask" but not "care". I should know that she just envy. I never expected to hate someone. But now, she's made me not like it. I want to love all people, but his attitude makes me sick.Does the person who was so ambitious?
I'm trying to be nice, I support bringing brochures French scholarship because I consider her a friend - a good friend, I tried not to hurt, not bad, I learned to be friendly. A friend who is ambitious, should be so in others?As she says, tell people your password just on people you trust - the words she said, as she says I have to trust completely. He thought, I have no feelings, no thoughts, just a robot that always give if asked?I want to love her as a close friend, now he's broke. As she walked in front of me, not my side - I just realized what I meant for her.
Sometimes, we can not impose WHO WE ARE, in others.Sometimes, indeed we need to make conscious disappointed, that should not treat people as close friends, because in fact he did not assume so ..(This reminds me there are other people who once believed, but I do not want to be near, now feel guilty - should be different people, different about this one. I should not liken)
Should I open my eyes, but I do not want to because I want to believe. The more we believe, the more it will feel real pain.
I tell you, because I believe. I do not know if utilized. From the way she speaks I should aware if he's just "ask" but not "care". I should know that she just envy. I never expected to hate someone. But now, she's made me not like it. I want to love all people, but his attitude makes me sick.Does the person who was so ambitious?
I'm trying to be nice, I support bringing brochures French scholarship because I consider her a friend - a good friend, I tried not to hurt, not bad, I learned to be friendly. A friend who is ambitious, should be so in others?As she says, tell people your password just on people you trust - the words she said, as she says I have to trust completely. He thought, I have no feelings, no thoughts, just a robot that always give if asked?I want to love her as a close friend, now he's broke. As she walked in front of me, not my side - I just realized what I meant for her.
Sometimes, we can not impose WHO WE ARE, in others.Sometimes, indeed we need to make conscious disappointed, that should not treat people as close friends, because in fact he did not assume so ..(This reminds me there are other people who once believed, but I do not want to be near, now feel guilty - should be different people, different about this one. I should not liken)
Should I open my eyes, but I do not want to because I want to believe. The more we believe, the more it will feel real pain.
Ottoke?
Yesterday, for other people, I just know that I was a nobody ...Actually believe the same person was not hurt. However, disappointment makes sense to believe to be evaporated.When absent the vehicle at that time that she was not mentioned at me I, I know that the new we can not become close friends again. Trust, it is still the same, but I was not considered.I'm transparent.
I felt rather guilty yesterday, answering a question from a friend too short when they buy ice pop. It was destroyed when know that we are nothing.I want to go back to the pre-college. Where I still have friends. Close friends.
I felt rather guilty yesterday, answering a question from a friend too short when they buy ice pop. It was destroyed when know that we are nothing.I want to go back to the pre-college. Where I still have friends. Close friends.
I could not expressive, as I know I'm a nobody. Here, I'm disappointed.I try to always cheerful, and friendly. Although there are some things that upset me, so I pulled out again.Long time for first at this college, I was too independent, so they think, I do not need anyone? I'm not one to ask for help, because I do not want to make others difficult. But lately I make others so, I'm really disappointed in myself.I know we live in is social -I do not want to always be under the hand .. But everyone betukar different roles in different situations, and should I take when I'm under, and there are people who reached out. Why am I so hard, to ask for?Like yesterday, in the end I just separated from the army, and a little hurt ya. haha.
Ottoke?
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merci beaucoup~ :) your opinion's so valuable for me